Farewell, Sturbridge, MA

I was supposed to leave in a half hour. Considering that I’m not showered, the car’s not packed, and in other words I’m not remotely ready, I’m assuming that I’ll leave in… a while. The point is, I’m leaving. Eventually.

Panda’s really upset that I haven’t spoken about her yet. Panda is my panda bear (I’d call her a stuffed panda bear, but she is sensitive about that). She is going to be my companion on this ridiculous road trip of mine. So consider this a forewarning that as time goes on… my relationship with her will probably become closer and you will hear far too much about her.

What I’m trying to casually say but failing is that Panda is very real to me, and I love her, and sometimes our relationship might appear a bit schizophrenic… or something. πŸ˜›

ANYWAYS, I just wanted to write a little something before I left. I wasn’t expecting it to be profound or inspiring, since I’m still waking up and I have a million other things on my mind.

I’m going to miss this silly place, as much as I currently can’t stand it. Especially my house, and my room – for that’s my safe place. But it’s true that I barely ever leave my room, because the outside world here has lost all beauty. So as much as I will miss the comfort… the safety… I will not miss the slow fading of my soul.

See- that was deep, right? Haha.

First stop: Jeanmarie. My dear writer friend is allowing me refuge in her humble abode in the Pennsylvania mountains. We have yet to meet in person, and I am very excited about it. We’re going to sip tea and talk about the things that matter.

Good bye, my friends. Although you will remain no further away from me as you are now. So more appropriate would perhaps be… Goodbye, my room and my security and the suffocation of my Self.

I need to just shut up and get packing.

4 Comments

  1. Rick said,

    April 30, 2008 at 12:14 pm

    You forgot to mention the “dark times” you had with Panda. You know, the time where you *cough* misplaced her? :p

    But, yes, you two loff each other very much. I hope you have a safe journey as that great novel bubbles in that noggin of your’s. πŸ™‚

    Take muchos pictures!

  2. sweetpeaches said,

    April 30, 2008 at 7:10 pm

    Good luck and bon voyage! Have a blast! Enjoy yourself and be safe! Much love to you!

  3. Dale said,

    April 30, 2008 at 10:21 pm

    As long as you and panda take care of each other I know everything will be just fine… I hope you packed plenty of bambo for her cause it may be hard to find on the road.

    Yes you two do need to have a better line of communication on a trip like this πŸ™‚

    Chipmunk hugs
    Dale D

  4. Kiran Denniz said,

    May 1, 2008 at 1:55 am

    If you were twittering, I wouldn’t have to leave this message. Did you get there yet?


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